When i sit alone int he dark nights fighting my demons i often ask this question to myself “Why do you do it again when it hurts’. The answer is very simple ” i love it and totally hate it that i love it”. Standing in the fire like a fire engulfed goddess is my favorite play.
I have never been able to figure what was worse; feelings or the absence of it. But there was one thing that I am sure of; that people fear being loved more than loving. It’s like they believe they don’t deserve it.