I feel bad and really guilty when i have to be away from my blogging pad for long and then one day i return and find all the awards and nominations and people still trusting me even after i pass none of the awards further. Trust me i love you all and i do want to take the time out to pass the awards further and answer everything asked there but the past few months have been freaking crazy and shitty and confusing and ……sigh!! too many inexpressible emotions.
I have been living in this city (Ahmedabad, India) since past 27 years and now suddenly i have to leave it all behind and travel to a country far away, new to me, a place i have never been too an the place i am not sure whether i want to be in – It’s a place called UNITED STATES OF AMERICA. Ahhhhhh!! pretty much fancy but ……i have been trying to juggle my thoughts and scream my voice out loud to make myself understand that “come on kruti you can do this” while on the other hand my heart is like “No, no no no kruti don’t” !!
Can anyone suggest me whom to listen at such a moment/ Head or Heart or probably screw them both and go insane…… sigh!